last second panic

"decision decisions, too many decisions.
okay, I made up my mind. 
I will do what you tell me.
fuck that noise, I am gonna
do what I want."

Dear lover,
go fuck yourself.  I hate
the way make me pirouette
like the carousel.
My stop is coming shortly, if
you do not follow what I say.   

Things change.  We all are aware of the changes which occur in our lives.  Some are subtle, while some are sudden.  We may or may not be aware while those changes are occurring, but once transmitted, we may like or dislike the result. 

One of the change: everybody are partnering up.  This spring has brought love to those who did not know what love was. 

i will wait for you

It is obvious that the night no
longer delivers like it used to.
You stare hopelessly into my eyes. 
You do not have to say the words. 
The only thought will make me feel safe
is the hope that you will not be petrified.  I
will make it by pulling myself.  I
am worried that you will wander
and lose yourself.

She begs me
to not to go.
What is to hold when the love
asks
but
it takes two to tango ?
I can go deep
but how far is too deep ?
I thought about many times
about what would go down.
I have thought about the times
when you are alone, waiting for me.
The thought of me not being near
to kiss you goodnight
sends quiver down your back.  Make
your hair stand
when I do return, you will be. 
Set up by anticipation, you could
not keep
the excitement to yourself.
Run and jump up to me.  And tell me
that you have missed me and you
have waited for me.
I will say
I know
I know. I have missed you too. 

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i took some time to think about what it must be like to love somebody

stand by me darling
altho things may seem going fast.
i go crazy when youre not
next to me.

deceive or believe
apparition of moving
lights doing the semaphore.

as long as youre next to me,
ill keep you satisfied
even that would require me
to crumble down a mountain
or
two.

trip

away away you went with them.  pull the trigger for some thrill, time will stand still.  pretty polka dots on your dress each representing how miserable you are.  nobody has told you how remarkably sad you must be.  youre one of those who does what you please and you ache when you cant have it your way.  people should be more understanding you cried.  but it is difficult for the most understanding person to understand when you dont tell him/her what youre feeling inside. 

awy away to the wall.  bang bang the blood on your palm.  and you laughed and laughed.

why

Children ask why about things.  Adults answer them due to children are not capable of knowing otherwise.  Adults ask why about reasons.  Some adults may know more than some adults. 
I ask why about why.

speak

wrong time
busy time
later time
early time.
share
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