Tuesday, November 23, 2010

the common denomiator

Hunger drives faster
than you could say run
.
the day she turned
she screamed
before her imminent
death.
up in her flat
her dear cat

waited
for her to
return.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

one thru ten

two ways to do it right and one way to the top.
seven ways to get to school and six ways to ignore what youre told.
four ways to have fun and a three way should be considered.
five working days in a week and eight hours of hell.
nine meals can be eaten and ten ways to laugh.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

[sara] what do you want me to do? what is happening here?
[gregor] i can't answer that, you already know the answers, sara.
[sara] no i don't, i need you here, gregor, won't you stay?
[gregor] you know i can't do that sara. we've been down this road, it's about the time we split.
[sara] ...i'm afraid. i don't want to wake up alone in the morning and realise that it wasn't a dream.
[gregor] save your tears doll. it's six o'clock, you have work in a few hours.
[sara] ...you're right, i shouldn't. good bye dear, i'll miss you. won't you phone me sometimes?

out the door gregor went off to face the dark and the chill in the morn's air that tempted him to return to sara's flat. he wrapped his jacket tightly around his body and crossed his arms neath his both arm pits. he walked a bit to nowhere and discovered the time from his wrist watch: it was eight sixteen, he wondered about a few things: have i been walking for two hours and sixteen minutes? would sara be at work? who should have taken care of jim baker? where the hell am i at this instant?

in fact, gregor's wrist watch had stopped the night before his departure with sara approximately twelve hours ago. twelve hours ago, he was with sara. they sat together at the park, her head on his laps talked about this and that. then they went to her flat on baker street. made love and watch two old movies: breafast at tiffany's and the red ballon. then, they made love once anew. sara's immaculate vagina was succulent and sweet. her eyes and his eyes met midst of loving making, and she passionately kissed him. then, he knew that she was falling in love. that notion made him frightened. he was always like this. when things were on the track, he was scared of the notion that it will trap him in. hence, when he sensed some heat, he'd back out from the relationship.
he realised that he was still on his feet, without a destination, like a rolling stone. he came across an enigma doughnut shop, to the cashier he asked for the right time. the cashier retorted seven o nine. he fixed his wrist watch and ordered a cup of small black coffee. he sat near the window and watched the life outside. unfamiliar faces, pretty clothes, and etcetera. then he got up to leave through the door when someone burst in through the other side. fortunate his reflex had saved the trouble of spilling on him or her, whomever she was.

[stranger] o, i am terribly sorry. thank goodness you didn't spill your coffee and made a mess. again, i apologize. i didn't know that it would rain and haven't got an umbrella. so i just ran in here and am fairly wet.

gregor had not noticed in fact it was raining outside. there were a lot less people. some running to hide from the rain and some fancy enough, had umbrellas. just then he was glad that she bumped into him and informed him about the rain and saved him from the trouble.

[gregor] it's no problem, we're perfectly safe from the rain and the coffee in my cup. if it wasn't for you, i would have just walked straight into the rain.
[stranger] well then, it'd be my pleasure to save you from the rain and your coffee! it is pouring densely. i don't know how i am getting home...
[gregor] yeah, it is pouring. just pouring, it looks like i, too, am stuck here for now. do you want to sit down?
[stranger] sure, that would be the idea of having chairs around.

gregor immediately realised the woman's clear, hazel, aqua-like eyes. they didn't frightened him but soothed him. they both took turns of talking about themselves; q and a. no awkward silences. work has slipped right off from gregor's mind.
her name was chloe muddle. gregor thought that her appearance and her name couldn't be more perfect. he found out that she is an artist, with a part time waitress job at a local red robin. she has a cat named mrs hudson, a four year calico. gregor noticed the rain had stopped and saw the sun rays cutting in through the windows and lighting her eyes. just then, he knew that this encounter was not an ordinary encounter, but something extraordinary.
chloe got up and asked if he was coming out with her, gregor replied he'll be right there with her.
ener gy dr
inks s
le e p ing p ills
nyquil
pep si
loads of toba
cco
loss of app
e
tit
e
min
or h
ours of s leep.

ti
red
we
ary
i
drew
two
drawings:
i was hap
py.
i never f
elt t hat be fore in
my life.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

i'm sorry.
it's alright.
really sorry.
i know it's alright, and i'm sorry, too.
it's alright.

the clean sheet and i
stare
at one's surface
for so long
without anything
to say to
each
other.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

low

Slo
w s
low s
low i
just
do
nt k
now
what what w
hat to do
to do
to do to do.
So low low low
the
sun s
un sun
fri
ed all t
he fun
out
as well as my bra
in.
I have
n't wrote any
thing
not
hing not
hing not
hing.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I want you

There
we sat at a local cafe, with stories from the
both sides. With the night
wind, they ran away:
your little fingers
enclosed the cup.
Witnessed by a drunk
politician, who had a large
hole on his boot.
He was lost in a
backyard of a widow
who didn't know
this, but that's alright, because
I want you.

We
leaned against your
car neath the night
sky, my mouth
was talking
way more than yours.
Thunder strike the
runner on her shoulder,
her laughter
rang throughout
the night,
and that's alright, because
I want you.

I want you.
I'll love you
'til the stars fall
from the sky.
I'll stay with you
'til the oceans dry.
Sugar,
you're mine
'til the day I die.

Cliche quotes that capture
many minds, I could say it, too,
if you want me to.
But know that that isn't me,
I want your heart.
I'll probably be alright
if my boots were all torn,
but I won't be alright
if you tear
me apart,
sugar, I won't
break
your heart.
I want to make
love
to you in the
morn and at nights,
please don't call me
as one of your friends,
because I don't,
I won't,
I want
to be your lover
and more.
I want you,
I want you
so bad.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Freight Train

I-
tend t move
fast from
time t time.

Was a train goin t fast;
the trip,
only a few days,
should have
been a lot more
t last.

She got off
with her suitcase
an
her baby love.
On highway 20.

I,
tender as the night's gentle melody.
Perhaps, frightened
you, unwillingly
& unknowingly.
Granted, no no no no no no worries.
None at all.

It was 5:05
when it struck the thunder
riders o the desert.
In my
imagination,
you shed tears
with hands folded
tremblin.
Babe, don't
forget that
I am
what you're missin.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010


my kicks arrived on last friday. they are from new york, this gentleman previously owned it and never worn or he didn't dig the kicks so much- so i sent him a letter saying that i am in needing for a pair of kicks. kindly enough he sent it to me for free. the body has holes, so my feet are kept darling thru-out.

Monday, May 31, 2010

purchase

He went for a short walk. Without a destination, away from home, in his eskimo coat; like a rolling stone. He ended up at a local gas station: Shell, about two blocks away; his new kicks kept my feet darling. He noticed the door of the gas station's grocery store was opened wide: lights were escaping from inside, slicing the dark outside a few feet away. He entered. His and the clerk's eyes met, but it meant no more or less than a greet. He demanded for a pack of Pall Mall. The clerk swiftly turned around (as he already knew where Pall Malls were located on the shelf behind him).

When do you guys close?
He asked.
We don't close, we're open twenty-four-seven
. Was the response.
Nice. He retorted.

The clerk scanned the little box that was merely the size of a grown man's hand (possibly from the bottom of the palm to the mid-joint).

4. 49 The clerk said inanely.

The man reached out for his wallet in his back left pocket. And reached in for a five dollar bill: placed adjacent to an old and wrinkled ten dollar bill and handed it to the clerk. The clerk punched the buttons, the cash register spat its tongue out in a rude manner. The clerk was gathering the coins from each sections.

That's alright. He said.

He walked out while ripping open the packaging. He depicted a cigarette out from the pack and gently placed it between his lips and reached inside of his eskimo coat pockets for a book of matches. Once he had the cigarette lit, he was told by his black Casio wristwatch that it was 3:24 AM, May 29th. Nor tired or sleepy, he decided to go for a longer walk around the town. The chains of smoke rings left its trace, were the only evidence left of him.

Monday, February 15, 2010

summer romance

15.2.10
the sun rays thru the blinds land ont yer soft breasts
you slowly open yer eyes an smile,
hey t you an me, that was our time,
our summer romance.

get yer kicks on, lets go for a walk darlin,
while the sun is still up an shinnin
i heard that the circus is in town,
like a pair o little kids, we can run around.

i lowered my eyes an saw my weary feet walkin
by itself, yers were by mine
back in the days. yer gone with
the autumn wind.

with that one word from yer mouth, i'd turn in
you knew an played yer cards well
spoke softly like no tongue can tell
as the nite came crawlin.

4.3.10

thru the nighty nite, you an i
in the moon lite, slowly express
no doubt that we were in love
clear as the stars above.

the sun, the skies, the clouds, the moon and the stars
shift as time drifts, i wasnt aware
o march an its pale rain was here
an realised that i was standin here all along.

Monday, January 25, 2010

135

there are pains behind evry beautiful thing.

i'd gladly leave it all t be free

a friend o a friend, she

a beautiful an naive as can be

comes an tells me

bout her mother outside

an her sister beggin her t hide

from the rain.