last second panic

"decision decisions, too many decisions.
okay, I made up my mind. 
I will do what you tell me.
fuck that noise, I am gonna
do what I want."

Dear lover,
go fuck yourself.  I hate
the way make me pirouette
like the carousel.
My stop is coming shortly, if
you do not follow what I say.   

Things change.  We all are aware of the changes which occur in our lives.  Some are subtle, while some are sudden.  We may or may not be aware while those changes are occurring, but once transmitted, we may like or dislike the result. 

One of the change: everybody are partnering up.  This spring has brought love to those who did not know what love was.