i dont know what to call this anymore

i watched the sun sleep
thru the apparition of the shadows pass
yesterday and sink
into tomorrow.
i know the greatest
fear is to be alone.

i watched the night turn into
dawn. people come
and go on. they are
all gone. turn me in
and out from
my own doubt.

i watched how long the sky reach.
it went more than i could peek.
always hungry to seek
for something to fulfill
me. even the birds
are chained to the
skyway.

i watched pretty people
on the streets. they have all
got their issues to face.
one of these days,
i am going to be gone
without a trace.

i heard the sound of spring
around the cornerstone.
her sweet temptation
brought tears of tantrum.
true love no longer
exists.

i heard your thorned words
stab through my heart.
it brought me no pain
but kept me sane.
rekindled again to
myself: you are born and
die here alone
, it is up to you
to decide before the chance
is gone.

i heard the thunder crying
lightly. no body felt different any.
honey, why are you so hard -?
i told you up straight. dont make me
wait. i would wait for you, if you
would wait for me too. i
want to wake up
next to you.

i heard the ghosts of unattractive
murmur, they pulled me closer.
in the dark alley way
there is nobody except me here,
wanting to get out, i keep on.
life is a bust, you do
what you
must.


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