The small things and the big things.  The cost and the how are different, in the end, they are just one thing taking up space in our lives. 

You're a child, grow up.  She said.
To grow up is to know the causes and the consequences.  To think and communicate before doing to prevent mistakes.
To have a young mind is choosing to know there is no such thing and be a mischief.  Some might even call it living life to the fullest. 
Is it too much to ask to be both at the same time?  

I don't want to do a thing today
Alright
I mean, I don't want to do a thing today. Not a single thing!
Alright
I don't think you're getting what I'm saying to you. I mean, I don't want to do a thing today!
Alright.  We'll just sit and won't do a thing today.
Come to think of it, we'll be sitting down.  That is doing something.  I can't do that, cause I'm not doing anything today. 
Alright, how do you want to not do anything without doing a thing? Think about that, mister-I-don't-wanna-do-anything.
You're right.  Taking space and time thus making volume acquire to do a thing without doing a thing.  In order to not do a single thing, the object or a body can't exist.  
Alright, what do you suggest then? 
I suggest I'm not doing anything today other than sitting down, right here!

poem of pensee on time off

Where have you been ?
I have been waiting for your return!
You've been gone a long time, haven't you notice?!
All is all, you're here now. Glad you're here.

Have you been feeling like I have been? Feeling like there is never enough time? The sky rotates against your head. You take the bites I bite. Your soft secrets shared, I know nobody has been here before.

When I want to know you more, I cannot help but not wanting to. I know love, it makes no sense. I doubt anybody knows why that is.

The night sky brings a different feeling than the day. Kiss me and kiss me, I won't go away.

Witnessing a mountain crumble,
Chewing your chin,
Saying things you mean;
Have I done you in?
Do not tell me this is a dream. Am I being cliche wanting this to never end? 111270614

they begun.
they kept on down the road.
the destination, no one knew
not even they.

mold it based on my desire
too early too late it wont matter
as long as i am in control
of it

pull away
and reconstruct your magnetic touch.
lay it down dont go cry
about it; release dolorous
cockamamies and attack
my reputation.
no one to hear
in a room with a view,
put a bandage on your kitty
scratch.
written in images that have no meanings
that i cant decipher
squeeze me in, wait i was never allowed.
never enough yet content that i should be.
i am happy with what i have
i want to juice it today
i just dont know if tomorrow is coming