i took some time to think about what it must be like to love somebody

stand by me darling
altho things may seem going fast.
i go crazy when youre not
next to me.

deceive or believe
apparition of moving
lights doing the semaphore.

as long as youre next to me,
ill keep you satisfied
even that would require me
to crumble down a mountain
or
two.

trip

away away you went with them.  pull the trigger for some thrill, time will stand still.  pretty polka dots on your dress each representing how miserable you are.  nobody has told you how remarkably sad you must be.  youre one of those who does what you please and you ache when you cant have it your way.  people should be more understanding you cried.  but it is difficult for the most understanding person to understand when you dont tell him/her what youre feeling inside. 

awy away to the wall.  bang bang the blood on your palm.  and you laughed and laughed.

why

Children ask why about things.  Adults answer them due to children are not capable of knowing otherwise.  Adults ask why about reasons.  Some adults may know more than some adults. 
I ask why about why.

speak

wrong time
busy time
later time
early time.
share
something you have trouble with.

The small things and the big things.  The cost and the how are different, in the end, they are just one thing taking up space in our lives. 

You're a child, grow up.  She said.
To grow up is to know the causes and the consequences.  To think and communicate before doing to prevent mistakes.
To have a young mind is choosing to know there is no such thing and be a mischief.  Some might even call it living life to the fullest. 
Is it too much to ask to be both at the same time?  

I don't want to do a thing today
Alright
I mean, I don't want to do a thing today. Not a single thing!
Alright
I don't think you're getting what I'm saying to you. I mean, I don't want to do a thing today!
Alright.  We'll just sit and won't do a thing today.
Come to think of it, we'll be sitting down.  That is doing something.  I can't do that, cause I'm not doing anything today. 
Alright, how do you want to not do anything without doing a thing? Think about that, mister-I-don't-wanna-do-anything.
You're right.  Taking space and time thus making volume acquire to do a thing without doing a thing.  In order to not do a single thing, the object or a body can't exist.  
Alright, what do you suggest then? 
I suggest I'm not doing anything today other than sitting down, right here!

poem of pensee on time off

Where have you been ?
I have been waiting for your return!
You've been gone a long time, haven't you notice?!
All is all, you're here now. Glad you're here.